Its Been So Long, Love

Good lord I'm horrible!

For the 22 people who have any interest in what I'm writing... i have finally come to my braking point. Its been FOREVER since i wrote anything on here, and personally i think i do it so i wont sound crazy talking to myself about this...i hope its working.lol Well a whole bunch has happened since i last wrote anything on here so here are some updates:

1. My beautiful niece Camila was born December 11, 2010
2. I got a new car in October!!!!!!!
3. I recorded a few songs and... that's pretty much it!

I hope you all had a happy Thanksgiving, Christmas, Valentines Day, and everything in between:]
Well the reason i got back on this thing is because I'm kinda at the point of asking myself "what are you going to do with this music thing??"
and so here i find myself pacing back and forth wonder what the right thing to do is...
But i wonder,
If i never try, will i regret my decisions when I'm older with no opportunities?
But if i try and fail, will i regret that?
The world is full of decisions, and all we can do is look to the Lord for guidance. With so many avenues, how does anyone know what route to take? It seems to me that I'm a jar full of answered questions. However I'm determined to find out what and how I'm supposed to do anything. I look at different people who are successful and hear their stories on how they didn't give up, and pushed through and eventually found success. But my question is, how many people push but never catch a break? Is it just a lucky few that end up with their dream?

Whatever our dreams are BIG small or WiLd... it becomes our responsibility to live them in this reality. I believe in the words spoken over my life, and i believe in the wonderful stories that people who have supported me since passion have experienced. So i feel like this:
If putting my life, talent, songs, & dignity on the line can help bring people to the reality that god loves them regardless of who they are, and my music helps just ONE person...than its worth it to lose it all. If He gave his all for me, then i can put what i have on the line. Because at the end of the day its not about me...its about that ONE.

So please, be expecting new music within the next few months. Its coming...I promise.

xoxo,
Krys